domenica 27 settembre 2009

particular photoshoot

I did a photoshoot today with my bro fer sure.
HEre they are.
love theem so muuuch!


I haven't been updating for a while. yeah cause i'm busy. stuff n school. it sucks. I know.
Anyway i don't know why but i'm planning my future. I know that i want to be in a fashion career: i want my own label, i want to be a fashion designer, i want my clothing store branches, starting with a little one, i want my name, my creations BIG, i am aiming far! i also know there is/will be also competition but i won't be beaten up on the first trial. i absolutley know that there are many hinders. I know that I am not good enough, that my creativity in putting the few clothes that i have in a chic or in any other way, aren't enough for now. thus i am planning to register in a fashion school or to attend a course of dressmaker/tailor to start to sew my own clothes. for now this is it.


I assure you that it's worth it and they really did awesome songs!!

domenica 20 settembre 2009

tomorrow is another day

i had a photshoot today with my bro.. check out the pics!


Why do I fall in love with every woman I see who shows me the least bit of attention?

In my case with every boy.

(the frontier)

venerdì 18 settembre 2009

is this it?

I Under-estimate myself.
I have this difficulty of expressing myself to people.
I feel so nervous and anxious when speaking in italian or writing it in a good way in schoolworks.. i had enough if this fuckin Italian language! i dont fuckin like it! I want to escape to the USA! Somebody please take me to the place where i belong!!

It's still summer, right?

Autumn is on his way and i already miss SUMMER!
I want it back! I wanna live in a place where there's always sun and heat, summer all the time.
Today, after about a week of rainy days, it was sunny! but then at the late afternoon some drops came down =(
i hate rain! i hate the snow!
This video reminds me a lot of summer. Enjoy!

I'm looking up, you're looking down
Maybe something's wrong with you
That makes you act the way you do
Maybe I am crazy too
I'm gonna soak up the sun
I'm gonna tell everyone
To lighten up (I'm gonna tell 'em that)
I've got no one to blame
For every time I feel lame
I'm looking up
I'm gonna soak up the sun

giovedì 17 settembre 2009

Non mi sento bene

I'm not doing good.
I am anxious.
I can't stop worrying.
Please. Make me stop.
I want to be sedated right now.
I don't want to think about tomorrow.
But I am. That's why I'm writing this post.
I hate all of this! I fucking hate SCHOOL!
And i'm starting to blame myself for going to the school i'm attending.

mercoledì 16 settembre 2009


i got some candies today =) love them
they're the new JElly big apple of Trolli. They are contained in a plastic can. Awesome!
Anyway, this was my outfit at the Vogue Fashion's Night out.

-DIY T-shirt
- Shorts that i cut to make them shorter
- Jacket H&M
- my mom's clutch


DAMN! I LOVE HER so much! <33

martedì 15 settembre 2009

listen to her..

She is a great singer! she has a unique and amazing voice! i envy her!

her myspace:

In this period i'm so into indie. even my outfits.. i am currently always listening to the Kooks.. they are fantastic.. i love their song "california". <333 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="">

lunedì 14 settembre 2009

alexander wang is amazingly great!

i've just seen a few photos of his S/S 2010 collection.
Damn love his shoes!!

Maaan i'm in love with the last shoes!!! they are fuckin adorable!!!!

high school never ends

Today was the firt day of school! sucks!!! i hate school! i get easily stressed just to know that i've got homework etc! But today was different! i met my new teacher of Maths and physics. She's really strict! man she doesnt even allow to drink water in her classes WTF? she scares me... a lot. She can be bitch when she want to. Then i met the new teacher of Philosophy.. he was kinda stoned.. i dunno.. he had a strange way of explaining his subject... but he seems to be nice.. after school rita and i headed to Lin's coffee where we had a cake and a coffee.. lovely then we went to the city center to chill.. Whell yeah speaking of chill: it's fuckin cold! what the hell happened to you earth? 2 days ago it was melting by the heat and then it rains and it's cold?!!! i want my sun and heat please give them to me! at least they will cheer up a bit my school days..

sabato 12 settembre 2009

here we go again

Today has been a calm saturday than other saturdays, because of my friday's hang over.. haha yeah. Rita, my bff and I went to the cinema to see Sandra Bullock and Ryan Reynolds new movie "The Proposal" (Ricatto d'amore in italian). So cute!! i loved it! My fave scenes were when they sticked together nude haha and when sandra bullock sang a weird and funny song with her grandma hahah sooo funny!!! Then we went to Montenapoleone and via della spiga to find some Ysl tote bags.. but they we're already finished =( i'm so disappionted. I wanted it badly!!! guess i have to wait for next year, if they distribute it again... then we got on our own homes.. it's really weird for me returning home so early!

Thursday night was the VFNO: Vogue Fashion's night out at Milan. It was a unique event!! i loved it so much and had really fun!!! I attended it with rita and aby. First we went to Louis Vuitton where we did some polaroids pictures. Then in Camper where in the rear there was this huge mirrir that i thought it was the continuation of the shop. i was going to bump against when fortunately i saw myself and turned on the left, faking it was nothing hahahahha we all laugh like crazy!!! then we went to giorgio armani, dior, where we did pics, then we also went to moschino, versace, blumarine kids, etc! so many boutiques!! Love it really!!! in every boutique they were offering glasses of champagne which i couldnt neglect hahaha so at the end of the night i was drunk and waisted. i kinda fell asleep in rita's mom car hahaha.
Loved this night!!!

lunedì 7 settembre 2009

Le petit prince

Right now i'm reading this book in original language, french. It's for my summer homework. here's a quote that i think is meaningful:

- Bien sûr, dit le renard. Tu n'es encore pour moi qu'un petit garçon semblable à cent mille petits garçons. Et je n'ai pas besoin de toi. Et tu n'as pas besoin de moi non plus. Je ne suis pour toi qu'un renard semblable à sent mille renards. Mais si tu m'apprivoises, nous aurons besoin l'un de l'autre. Tu seras pour moi unique au monde. Je serai pour toi unique au monde...

domenica 6 settembre 2009

i am always where i need to be..

Good evening everyone.
Friday night i ended up not watching a movie, but surfing on the internet instead because of technical problems.. but i watched it today: "Etenal Sunshine of the spotless mind". I think it's very particular and very different from any other love story/movie. At first i cannot understand what was happenig, but then i had.. although i didn't like it a lot..
But i love the soundtrack: Everybod's gotta learn sometime - Beck
You should to listen to it!!
Saturday i bought a jacket the i was craving from a lot of time at H&M
and i also wanted to buy a studded belt but they run out of my size!! uggh!!!
and i forgot to buy the glamour magazine but i think i'm buying it tomorrow! in a newsstandpaper i saw some international magazines like marie claire USA and elle UK and also TEENVOGUE which i have never seen in any othe place here in milan! i was so excited when i was it haha. After that, i and rita met up with kenneth and tin and we hang out at san fedele listening to some good music! A friend had some covers of lots of artist and they're awesome but i've forgotten the nam of the band.. i should ask him sometime.. then we went to Mami suchi and had happy hour. I took a manhattan which i've never tried before. It was pretty strong! i was a bit "shine" as we say it in an italian way.. i mean i wasnt drunk but my head was turning around a lil bit.. anyway i had fun. also bcause it's been long time since i hadnt meet with them <33

A little Princess

"La piccola principessa"

My favorite kid movie. It's so cute and sweet. It makes you dream as a princess can and the scenery of India is just wonderful! My favorite scene is when Sara and Becky woke up and found their ugly, old and dirty roof top room tranformed into a beautiful one with orange curtains, indian scenery, some indian style flats, a nightgown; they also found a big round table with lots of food with it! yummy breakfast! one day i'd like to woke up in this way haha. The last part, the ending part when his father regain his memory back and stoped the police by taking Sara, her daughter, away, and embracing her. Awww so sweet!

i love how she's dressed here!

venerdì 4 settembre 2009

Cherry Cherry boom boom <3

good evening everyone! This is one of my outfit that i wore this week :) hope you like it
it's also in chictopia: please visit it and leave me some comments about my outfit :) but you can also simply do it here :)
The heat is less in Milan fortunately!! but i feel sad that summer is already passing by.. it has gone so fast that i didn't even realized .. i love summer. it's my fave season!
Anyway my outfit is just about:
- United colors of benetton shirt (which is my belongs to my brother)
- a white top
- bershka ripped off shorts (which i totally love)
Hope you like it :D
right now i'm listening to the new hot of the great Madonna, Celebration! Love it and the video aswell! she's wearing a lovely dress!!
Today i've discovered a new blog to follow:!! love it aslready :)
you should check it out!

i am absoluely in love with this picture of me.. it's kinda magazine style and some kinda vintage.. maybe for how i've modified the colors of it.. more "yellowish" what do u think?

i've decided to write in english and not in italian because i, firstly, just prefer it than the second language and also for the fact that in this way everyone from any country can understand what i write.. english is an international language. yeah i could post in both language but i have no time or maybe i just don't have the feeling to do the translation and stuff haha..
Tomorrow is saturday :) my favourite day of the week. in the morning i'm going to change wardrobe! a decent one, where i can put all my stuff and clothes. it's my own one :) so far i haven't had all my own yet.. yeah i know it's weird.. then i'm meeting with friends and i'm buying my H&M jacket which i'm craving for a month and "glamour" magazine [they're including a magazine that just talks about 574 accesories of the season! so it would really worth it!]. Then we're going to a sushi bar and have some happy hour! I feel really rich at the moment haha cause my uncle gave me like 90 € for bby sitting her daughter for 2 weeks. And i feel like i had earn my own money deservedly.. though their my relatives and they shouldn't have to pay me.. and of course i tried to refuse the money but they just insisted.

I fell in love with the Alexander Wang tote bag! m'm really craving for it but i don't have money to buy it, since that i'm just a student without any work too and my parents aren't really available to get me it.. i was thinking to DO IT MYSELF! i just gotta find a cute black bag and some gold studs! that should do the trick ;)

Someday of this week i don't remember which one exactly i went to a newstandpaper and flip through some fashion magazines like ELLE italia and i didn't know that there is a JUICY COUTURE store here in italy! i should take a look :)
whoah! it's late! i still have to watch a movie.. i don't know which one yet.. The wackness or The eternal sunshine of the spotless mind..
Have a nice weekend!

ps. i'm so tired too! i hope i won't get asleep during the film haha

giovedì 3 settembre 2009

it's friday i'm in love..

well as the title say it's really not like that. I don't have a boy friend, niether a crush and so i'm not in love.. being in love sometimes is difficult but most of the people thinks that it's a nice thing, makes you dream, etc.. such nice things.. but in the end when you'll realise that you can't have that someone it's rally sad and frustrating at the same time... well maybe im seeing it in a pessimistic way.. maybe because i have always had negative experiences...

today i'm really sleepy i got up at 6.30 am and im baby sitting my lil cousin.. im tired and sleepy..
today i got breakfast at mcdonalds: cappuccino + diet croissant.
yesterday after bby sitting i met rita and we went to the city center.. we went window shopping.. i didnt see any clothes that i want. maybe a shirt from h&m but im not really sure.. i just want to buy my jacket atm..